I Chose Silence.
October 12, 2009
Dear Kitty and The Curves,
I don’t know what to say to you both. I’ve written pages, all in honesty with an outline of the arc that’s missing in your story. Any more words from me and it will be deja vu. You don’t want me to write it. It wouldn’t be right. I still believe you two are the best people for the job. You may resent my silence. Take it as a sign that I’ve given up, that I have disappeared.
I haven’t, really.
I’m still here with words clutched in my hands, voices in my head but they’re different from yours. I don’t want to intrude but if you want to hear it, take it as scribbled ideas on paper. Toss it aside if it doesn’t appeal to you or keep it. I mean no offence and I’m afraid of saying how I feel with honesty.
I can’t do this anymore.
October 13, 2009 at 12:58 am
oh fuck is it us? nid, komen yg mana ya? kita berdua ga terima email apa2 dr elo. duh ada apa yaa?
October 13, 2009 at 1:07 pm
nggak ada apa2, say. I didn’t send it. I do have comments for you guys but I dunno how far along you’ve gone in your edits. i didn’t want to intrude and cause more confusion and I was advised not to send it… If you want to hear it, I could send my comments. If it doesn’t make sense for your story now, you could ignore it (=
October 13, 2009 at 2:17 pm
do send us nid! (: we’re still open to feedback; we’re actually planning to do hopefully the FINAL edit tonight. haha so it’d be great to hear what you think.
-kitty and the curves (love the nickname
)
October 13, 2009 at 3:11 pm
SENT!
if you were a rockband you’d be KITTEH AND THE KURVES.